Broken hearted Lesbian

my life, my hell
2004-01-22 18:06:39 (UTC)

just called to say i love you

i had a really bad nightmare last night. i woke up crying.
all i really remember was me beating the shit out if
marcie. i think i ended up letting my jealousy get the
best of me there. just thinking about the dream makes me
want to cry. i hate this...i really do...

in the last week, i have been told 4 times that i am good
in bed. *chuckles* now, y couldnt anyone tell me thaty
when i was single. i could have made 4 ppl very happy.
haha. just kidding.

i have so much HW to do. jess was supposed to help me this
morning. but she never called. i think i really
fucked up...

things with sonya and i are...going. we dont talk much
since i am constantly on the run. and im not sure how she
feels about me spending alot of my time with marcie jess
and lace. *sigh* i just miss how we used to be. maybe then
i wouldnt have these problems...

~jeni




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