Abby Leann

Shit Happens
2004-01-22 16:35:27 (UTC)

hooray!!

well...i am pretty damn excited right now. eventhough i
had to get up way too fucking early this mornig...(i hate
waking up from sleeping. sleeping's my favorite! :)
hehe) anyway...i went over to campus for a little
orientation or some bullshit like that this morning. i
met a pretty awesome kid there, a raver. it made me happy
to know that they live here, in the middle of fucking no
where too! after that was over, i stopped by to see MSgt.
Holmes. I took a practice test for entry into the Air
Force...and guess what?! i did well enough on that one to
get the MOS i want. Pediatric nurse! thats awesome to
me, because i really didn't think i could do it.
although, i have to do it again, and i guess the real test
is a little harder, or so i'm guessing. i wish it were
like the SAT's and i could just be like, "hey, use the
first score!" but since i can't...i'll have to really try
hard. I haven't enlisted yet, but chances are pretty damn
good now that i know i can do it. i am so happy about
that. there's one of my issues taken care of. i'm not
quite sure what to do about this "jon situation." when i
went to school today, and i met Dunston, it was very weird
at first, cause i don't like meeting guys when i'm with
someone...i tend to find some pretty creepy guys. it's
going to take some time though. joseph is kinda upset
with me. see, to joseph, jon and i were his "fairy tale
couple." at first, he was understanding, and just wanted
to make sure i was ok, but now he's angry, and saying i
made a wrong decision. he even got his mom in on it, and
she keeps calling me and telling me to not join the
military and to stay with jon. wtf? it's my life
people!!! so, basically, no one is behind me on joining.
my parents are, but parents don't really count, do they?
to me, my friends mean everything to me. and if this
decision is really going affect us, i would be crushed.
hmmm...what to do? i haven't been up this early in
forever. well since yesterday...but before that, it's
been forever. i need to go out and do something...or else
i'll end up calling him. i know i will. see? i'm
already thinking about it. i'm not trying to drag him on
or anything, but it wasn't just me who said somethings
last night. i haven't told anybody about it, just joseph,
and apparently his mom. schwap da bam. i couldn't think
of anything else to say just then. i used to think the
WORLD of my "family" jon, ross, and joseph...but lately
they've all been mad at me for one reason or another. i'm
sorry that i'm doing what i want to do, and that you guys
can't be happy for me. BULLSHIT! joseph just called me
and he got out a speeding ticket cause he's a Marine!
godamn, what a lucky bastard. he was doing 25 over!!!!!
joseph wants me to come to marietta tonight...i'm thinking
i will. i most likely won't be able to update while i'm
there...but i think ross is the only one who reads this.
hey ross. alright, well now i'm babbling.

"...so don't let the world bring you down, not everyone is
that fucked up and cold...remember why you came, and while
you're alive, experience the warmth before you grow
old..." -incubus. brandon boyd is hot.




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