I'm not dumb...

Mofo in the Wae
2004-01-22 05:53:21 (UTC)

Please give me one more chance.... Please...

*bursts out crying* we tried talking before and he asked me
what i thought. I told him and he didnt reaLLee reply and
the thought of breaking up has crossed his mind. *cries* i
dont blame him... it crossed mine too... but were teens and
were going through a lot... but i need him to have and to
hold, forever and ever. and when were older things wiLL get
better and weLL look back on this and be glad we tried to
get through. but if he doesnt wanna try i guess theres no
much i can do. He told me he doesnt kno what he wants to do
but whenever i try to talk to him to help him figure it out
he goes "i dont know what to say"... "god" i wish he did
cuz this is quite upsetting... I miss knowing his mine... i
miss the "i love you"s and "sweet dreams" and "*huggles n
kissles*"its aLL gone and i mae never get it back. but one
things for sure... i dont regret NE~thing i did w/ him or
NE time i spent w/ him. I am thankfuL for what i had and i
guess its selfish to want it back. It's his choice... I
just wish he'd make up his mind. I just want the best for
my beastee *cries* i want him to be happee.. thats aLL...
and iLL learn to be happee w/ that...

weLL im crying insanelee plus i gotta get offline... ta
ta...

I just watched American Wedding and cried... :-/

*looks at rose and cries*

why are things this wae? why is the one perfect thing in my
life leaving me????

~KeLLee and QuaGGy




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