Srchin4mybreathoflife

Wishin' on some long lost star
2004-01-21 23:15:01 (UTC)

But you still came back for me, You were strong and you believed

Hey again alls...
Monique: Being bi, gay, straight, whatever you are... Just
because you love me... just because you "care so much"
and "would do anything for me" ... doesn't mean at all that
you have the right to go and get yourself involved in my
buisness... and yes, don't lie to me and tell me that you
didn't, because you so completely did... otherwise you
wouldn't have ever talked to joey or those "3 different
people" or whatever... So fine, if this is how you want it
to end, to go down, then i'm fine with it, because you've
lied to me so much lately... and i'm tired of it. You
really dragged me down into this dude... I thought that i'd
see where it went, you know, and i can't put up with it
anymore... Today was completely the last straw... I can't
believe that after cassy trusted you, not only did you
abuse her trust because you went and told the guy that she
liked him, but you also told him to pretend like he liked
her so she wouldn't get "hurt"... Life is hurt, if it
weren't for hurt then there would be no gain... To quote
The Princess Bride, "Life is pain princess, anyone who says
differently is selling something". So i hope you're happy
with your new victim... May she not have to go through
anywhere near as much as i have with you... I still am
quite positive that i'm straight, thank you... I can't make
you leave my table at lunch, but i myself will move to
laura's table... And cassy can pull up a chair. And michael
kelly will be left with you and CJ to suffer... I hope that
you're happy.

Sorries to everyone else, i think i just lost someone, but
i don't actually think it bothered me... I just couldn't
deal with being shoved around, and being cussed at 24/7,
and all that comes along with Monique... Have a
fantabulistic day!


~Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but
by the moments that take our breath away. -George Carlin

~Sometimes being strong doesn't mean holding on... it means
letting go.

~A heart breaking isnt always as loud as a bomb exploding.
Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling. And the
most painful thing is, no one really hears it except you.

Nothing Special
I know that I’m nobody
Nothing special at all
So please don’t cry for me
I’m just another
one of the many faces
praying to the rain
Take away my eyes
and drown out my voice
It doesn’t matter anymore
Don’t cover me with laurels
or decorate me with diamonds
I’m not worth it anyhow
I can’t care anymore
I know I’m worth nothing
not even the love you give to me
I’m just a broken one
a crushed little toy soldier
swept underneath the rug
No one cares about me
because no one knows me
So why even bother crying?
Just leave me alone
and make the world go away
I won’t make you happy anymore
All I do is bring pain
to those I love the most
and cripple myself all the while
Just hate me
like all of the others
It’d make things so much easier
What good is love anyhow
When it brings only heartbreak
time and time again?
I don’t know how to be genuine
I’ve lost the real me
somewhere in all of that trivia.
Everything now is just a reflection
a reflection of a broken soul
that was never worth anything
and will forever be nothing special


Jeremiah 29
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the
LORD , "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to
give you hope and a future.

All My Love,
~*Clara*~
Feel Better All Those Who Suffer




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