little goth gurl

without wings, i fall
2004-01-21 22:12:33 (UTC)

Whats Spoken is Silence Cont.

Yeah. So I've been home since Monday. I haven't gone to
work..Yeah it's cus of what my dad did. Yeah. He hit me,
hard. I haven't felt the sting of that in years. Yeah so I
brought my brother back here, I've been driving him to and
from school everyday and then just coming home and just
sitting here. I hope that the bruise on my face clears up
before I see Billy on Friday, he'll ask questions that I
don't want to answer and he'll be pissed. I hate having a
fucked up life. Yeah so I have another appointment this
Friday, I think Bill is coming.. I hope so..it'd be sweet.
He could see them with the ultra sound. He'd be so happy.
Yeah. So I want to call the girl Paine, I don't think Bill
will have a problem with that but I want that to be her
name. lol. I dunno about him yet, maybe Havoc. that'd be
cool. Havoc is a cool name, lol its daveys last name. AFI
they are so cool. But yeah so I'm trying to be happier and
not upset about what my dad did. I mean I'm used to it so
I can shrug it off I guess. Besides my brother I haven't
been around another guy, I've been avoiding my roommate
since sunday. I dunno maybe I'm afraid of guys right now.
Man I dun even know. I have to go though I'm going to
order dinner.




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