cristenscott

bleeding soul
2004-01-19 22:29:36 (UTC)

Same ol' shit different day

Why is it that I choose the worst friends? I mean every
friend that I have just takes advantage of my niceness and
my wanting to please everyone. Even my freaking boss takes
advantage of that. The only person that doesnt take
advantage of that is the love of my life, Bryon. He is
there for me no matter what, doesnt judge unfairly and
will not under and circumstances take advantage of me
being a nice and giving person. He is so awesome! I love
him to death and I cant wait to spend the rest of my life
with him.
There is only one tiny little problem that I have and its
not even with him, its with his ex-girfriend. She lives
three houses down from him, and she is the biggest, most
immature bitch I have ever met. I mean she went into his e-
mail account and copy and pasted our e-mails that we write
back and fourth and sent it to him with a note at the
bottom say "nice to know you are doing so well and just
remember payback is a bitch so watch out". Damn, pshyco.
The problem that I have is that he is trying to make amens
with her, which is cool because I understand that she is
his neighbor and he will have to see her from time to
time, the only thing that I dont like is that they write
all these e-mails back and forth still and they talk
online a lot and she is starting to call him again. I
think that is making a little more than amens, its like he
wants to keep her around for some reason. I mean dont get
me wrong i trust him with all my heart and even if he went
to go hang out with her I know that he wouldnt do
anything, its her i dont trust. ever since they broke up
and we have been together, she has been trying to get him
back. And one other thing that I didnt really like is that
my ex-boyfriend was trying to do the same exact thing a
couple of weeks ago, and Bryon told me that he thinks that
I should just not talk to him anymore, which was fine by
me, but its like why doesnt he leave it alone after
everything got worked out between them.
Whatever I guess I am just going to leave it alone and see
what happens. and if anything happens between them again,
there is really nothing that I can do about it. right?




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