bibo712

Someday
2004-01-19 20:18:04 (UTC)

Jan 19

Me:

::smurk:: (disturbed playing VERY LOUDLY in the background)

::picks up the phone::
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::picks up the phone:: (coldplay now playing in that
background) (a depressing song)
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::DING:: (i slamed the phone down and the bell rang)
::picks up the phone::
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::SMURK::

::picks up the phone::
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::MOCKS ANSWERING MACHINE:: ::smurk:: ::CLLIIIIICKKKK!!!::

::more depressing coldplay::

and now at the present......can you tell me something
worth fighting for? If so, i'm gonna take my gu.n and
start a war. And i'm gonna buy your place, and whatch it
burn to the ground. And you'll be standing there with
me. The dancing shadows created by the fire will project
all around us and seem to lighten up your face...I will
run my hand through my hair and grab my hair at the back
of my hair and pull forward, hoping it will cover my eyes,
so u can not see me admiring you.

I am going to grow my hair out..untill it covers my eyes..
so noone can look at me. I've done it before. and its
going to look gorrible but, then again, f*ck you.

Does anyone have a problem with my theory of: its alright
to say f*ck you? you know what i meen...and if you dont,
guess what, get the hell out of my diary. You see the
poeple i know that can relate are molly, and erin. Why
people arn't more like them, i dont know...but they are
cool people. And, although i really dont talk much with
erin, i've come to the conclusion that she actually might
be able to understand me....and molly, as much as she's
been through, has really walked a different path.,.,.,.one
i am still mystified about (is that a word?). She can
still copmprehend though...because the feelings
experienced are similar.

Imagine this, my reader: This is how we achieve world
peace. And believe it or not, its all about what $ex you
are.

we go to god an ask him to make us all the same $ex. I
use the $ cause my damn internet will block me from here
if i dont. So we become the same $ex and this way
everyone Would have Common physical traits. Beleive it or
not, this would rule out, WHAT WE LOOK LIKE. This has
become a major social epidemic that lables and classifies
poeple right away. Believe it or not, within the first 4
seconds of seeing someone ur brain has automatically
thought of what to lable them as in ur mind. So if
everyone was the same $ex, it would be harder to lower ur
self esteem. Because most poeple are made to feel
infereior, therfore lowering their self esteem from
constant taunting of their physical traits...hell i know i
am, i'm 5'3". So i get $hit all the time.

And this is the horrible part. You'd thionk i'd want to
never make fun of others, because i dont like it either.
But i do it, not so much the physical appearance than just
whatever i can think of, and when i do its
theripudic....its very strange to me........It makes me
feel better to get the anger off my chst and i do that by
yelling at someone about whatever i can think of first.

KHHHHHEENYWAY, if everyone was the same $ex it would be
harder to get a lower self asteem, because,, as i said
eirlier, it is mainly because of ur physical traits. So
if everyone was Female, for example, lol that would suck,
(only cause of the Mass amount of PMS'ed moms walking
around in the street with a bat, ready to beat
someone)....everyone could just be friends and (if you
arn't lesb1an) love wouldn't be a factor, and everyone
could jsut have fun, and as for "getting old with
someone" U'd live in a house with your best friends and
you'd die together like that. And thats awesome cause
then u dont have all those retarted relationship problems.

YERRRRRRRPPPPP.....................




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