zweetdreamingazn

my lil secret
2004-01-19 06:08:16 (UTC)

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well ya lately it hasnt bee nto bad ive been pretty cool.
ok since thursday we have been on a "break". he wanted it
and ya he says i need it wen really that is the last of wat
i need. and i feel like he hasnt been felling the same
kinda sad or depressed. i knoe its not me cuz i didnt do it
to him.
break: to spend time away from each other
spending less time together: is juss htat juss spending
less time
break up: you become "frewnds". or in my cases i fuck
around with them for a week and then i get pissed that we
arent together and then never talk to them again.
so ya we're on a "break" and see he says that we can still
hang out but we wont do it (ya wat the fuck is that)but is
it juss me or does that sound like we broke up and i dont
even get to get laid any more. he says that he knows that
we will be together and that the more time that we spend
together he feels like he doesnt care as much. ya well that
showed wen i told him that afternoon wen we were hanging
out htat his frewnds frewnd was looking at me. so why did
he get all mad well i guess i was being pissy and i
said "but i thought you said that we were a on a break?" so
ya he got really mad and tried to explain but ya it was
stupid cuz every time im next to him he has this thing to
touch me and then he wonders why i get so mad. well hes
leading me on hello! does he not get htat. im starting to
feel better to im not as sad as long as i get out of the
house.and ohh ya he almost got in to a fight with sam and
its juss crazy ya dom juss shouldnt get mad over money and
sam well sam is sam and you could tell htat sam was playing
games. and so ya sam got in the car and then dom went off
on him once he found out hta sam didnt have it. and then
sam got pissed and fucking A dom was driving ive never been
in that situation before i was so scared and and then sam
hit dom twice and they were going to fight and if i wasnt
in the car dom said that he would have fought him but he
saw that while i ws yelling at htem to stop i was crying.
and ya so he went to go and drop me off and i wouldnt get
out cuz he was going to go back and fight him and so he
went all the way to my house and i told him that i wouldnt
get out of hte house and then we went on a walk and he
didnt fight him but he says htat i influenced him in a bad
way cuz i made him a bitch and well hey if it wasnt his bro
i wouldnt have minded so much.




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