MIchaelMay

SimpleImagination
2004-01-18 18:10:43 (UTC)

The light that wants to go home......

A boy walks around his entire life, feeling as though he is
in the wrong place. Daily his face is washed with tears.
His heart is the only thing that keeps him going. He knows
that somewhere, there is someone that loves him as much as
his heart has love for. Unlimited and unconditional. Its
all he's ever wanted. Because this boy is still a romantic
sweetheart at core. He feels as though everyone is against
him and has no idea why... All he wants is smiles. He try's
to smile for the rest of the world, but only gets spit on.
But his heart still beats some how for the one that he
loves. Its been soo long that even he starts to forget who
it is he carries this torch for. Wondering if they even
remember him or the warmth that his heart and soul live in.
His smile is soon hidden by all his tears. But through the
tears now shines a light that shines like a rainbow for all
to see. Only now he is blinded by all his sadness and time
stands still. He begins to feel like he is dying, and
fading away. He drops to his knees and begins to beg to
God, please help me, May your son save me to? He wonders if
any hear his cries or are they gone with the wind? This
small child remembers back to a smile, barely able to see
it, he still tries. He thinks back to all the things that
used to make him smile as a very small boy. How he used to
love ice cream and soda used to tickle his nose. And how he
used to have good friends to share every smile with,
because in this boys heart, Smiles are made to be shared
not hidden in the dark. He remembers a little girl that he
used to love to hear laugh. She would chase him all around
playing and laughing together. The flame he carries is for
her, he remembers. "One day I'll marry you" He promised
when he was still a small boy......




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