Steve Blair

Steve's pathetic life
2004-01-18 03:23:36 (UTC)

Life just kicks your ass some times

Ok, As some of you know I went to the mall to fight with
my ex's boyfriend. I told most of my friends not to come
because I just wanted it to be one on one. Well, we got
there and he had like five guys with him so I was the
tinyest bit worried but my friends Andy and Jerry showed up
to back me up (brother Justtin told them to come), and I
was all good again. Well, prior to going to the mall I was
at my best friend Terry's house and she made me promise to
try to talk to him before we moved on to aggressive
negotiations. Well, at first I was willing to fight for my
ex, cuz I still had some feelings for her (even if it
wasn't love), but after to talking to eric I don't ever
want anything to do with her again.
Really, I am more hurt than anything. I prided myself
that the whole time I was with my ex I never lied to her,
not once. And what Eric told me was that she has been lying
to him and telling him that I have been stalking her.
STALKING! At first I thought he was the one that was lying.
But she told Andy that I was stalking her and I knew it was
her that was lying. I couldn't believe it. I never once
lied to her and she lied not only to Eric who is her
boyfriend, the one she should be honest with most, but also
to Andy whom can vouch that although I may be alot of
things, it isn't a lier.
This is gonna be short today cuz I am still upset about
this whole thing, I want to say to eric if you are reading
this, I have respect for you. You handled this whole mess,
bad info and all, and we worked things out like adults. I
will pray for you to have a good relationship with her and
I hope that she is worth it. In all honesty, I can't say
that I regret all that has happend between me and my ex, at
one time I did indeed love her and really truely care about
her. Of course after this I can't stand the thought of her
but I have no ill will of her. What goes around comes
around and when we all stand before God, he will look into
our hearts and into his book and judge us.
I sincerily hope that all of us, Eric and ex included,
make it to the streets paved in gold. So make your wrongs
right, forgive others, cuz one day when you least expect
it, God will return, "like a thief in the night" and we
will all stand before him.
With all the best wishes,
-Steve-




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