babybritt_4life

My Crazy Mixed Up World * A Girl In Love
2004-01-16 04:27:32 (UTC)

i'm going 2 kick my own ass if this doesn't stop

have you ever had that feeling that you were border then
hell? the one where ripping your eyes out sounds like fun.
you would do it for fun or just to end this all now.
yeah...thats how i'm feeling right now. i have been
screaming at myself for the last few hours. i have been
fighting with myself. i think i would have kicked my own
ass if my mom hadn't walk in. kind of a funny thought now
that i think of it. i would have though. thats how mad i
got at myself. so made i wanted to fight myself. that just
goes to show you that i'm FREAKIN CRAZY!!!! i don't know
what my deal is. first i'm all happy happy happy and then
i'm all sad DIE DIE DIE. i don't know what the freak is
happening. i wish i could just step out of my body, turn
and look at my self, and slap the hell out of me!!!! i
want to tell myself "what the hell is your deal? wake up
and look around. YOUR CRAZY!!! you need to just breath a
secound and chill. if you don't your going to end up dead
cuz someone is going to think your to crazy to be alive
and if they don't i am!!!!" then step back in my body and
be like "wow!!! what was i thinking??" ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
well whatever!!!

love britty




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