lilshorty1806

Gems life
2004-01-15 22:48:09 (UTC)

Its a new start to a new year...

Well guys i thought since i dont have many people who
wanna hear me vent i thought i would vent to the world...
My name is Gemma Dyer i am a 15 year old sophmore in
Maine. I thought i would come on here and introduce myself
and let out my feelings like everyone else.. I have been
reading journals by my sis and other people and i have
become interested in what people say..someone will enjoy
my life more then me..

- Today it was freezing.. I had just slept over my friends
house last night and we didnt get to bed till 2. We went
out to load ourselves on the bus and i had on 2 sweaters
and a scarf (still freezing ass cold) It was a whoppin -6
degress outside without the windchill.. .i guess thats
what you get in maine. Its -13 right now... with
windchill.. hmm prob -30.. I cant take it... Anyways im
think about college in a warmer state down south...

Im having a hard time deciding what i want to do.. yes i
kno im only a lil sophomore in high school but i do think
about the future... i have always wanted to become a
singer my whole life.. and for yall who've heard me speak
so passinatly about it yall kno.. but i just have a
tremendous fear of that big stage. even singing infront of
my chorus teacher is hard. I dont think i will be able to
do it... Some people even think i sound like christina
agularia wheni bolt it out.. I dont kno i wish i could go
to NYC record a demo and be on TRL with thousands of guys
kissing the groun wherever i walk.. haha i kno corny
preschool kinda hopes right? But a teenager can dream..

I've lived a tough life... Parents divorcing and now my
sister will be attending college soon... Damn i don think
i can surive without my sis.. i try to tell myself nothin
will change but im wrong... IT WILL!! its like not having
the other half of me to complet myself.. i dont kno i
guess thats the kinda things i gotta get use to


Boston is coming soon. One of my girls sweet 16 birthdays
will be a luxerous (sp?) weekend in a high top suite in
the center of downtown boston... Its gonna be good... Im
not gonna get myself in any trouble... becuz people kno im
a party girl..but i wouldnt.. were gonna ride the T and go
shopping leaving boston we'll take the amtrac... hey but
guys i g2g finish my chrous mid-term... pce yall

-Gemma Leigh




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