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Ashleigh's screwed up life
2004-01-15 01:46:20 (UTC)

i hate snow

today was pretty good... kinda boring but pretty good...
school went ok.. zach and i continue to get closer
everyday we actually hold hands in school now! yay! today
he even took my books out to my explorer for me so i didnt
have to go out in the cold! hes sucha sweetie! no wonder i
love him! then we just chilled at lunch... the day went by
and school ended... hannah came over to my house after
school and zach was going to pick us both up after he got
out of work but it ended up snowing like 8 inches so his
mom called and said shed rather me go out there tomorrow
when the roads are less slippery.. but it was so sweet cuz
hannah and i fell asleep on my bed watching a movie
waiting for zacahry to get home and next thing i knowhe
crawls onto the bed with me and woke me up with a kiss and
whispered into my ear.. hunny im home from work... HOW
SWEET IS THAT! lol the other night when i spent the night
he was like i shouldve just crawled in bed with you we
fall asleep together any other time lol plus i slept in
his bed so lol... but anyways that was so sweet but then
they had to leave... so we said out goodbyes and hugs and
kisses and i love yous and they left.. ever since then ive
been bored out of my freaking mind... i went to update my
buddyprofile and like it says my name doesnt exsist
anymore which is complete bull if you ask me but i dunno
maybe they are updating the site cuz a couple of my
friends dont work either... i hope we get a snow day
tomorrow... hannah and i (and maybe zach if he doesnt go
into work early) are going to go 4wheeling/sleding so
thatll be fun... i was kinda worried about this weekend
though... zach is going to hang out with this megan chick
that he knows but has actually never even met... dont get
me wrong i trust zach i just dont trust her... i dunno
thoguht zach promised me i could trust him so i will... he
told me i was the only girl he was gonna do stuff with and
i hope he keeps his promise... cuz i love that boy and i
told him i am trusting him with all of my heart and i hope
he really doesnt do anything... so i guess im not really
worried anymore especially after the night we had together
last night... that was great... zachary loves me and i
know for a fact thats true... im doing my best to be
patient... hopefully sooner than later we will get back
together... hannah told me today ive been watching u and
my budder and i really think you guys will get back
together and omg i just smiled soooo big... like im sooo
happy right now cuz its almost like we are together... the
only thing that could make me happier than i am now is if
we actually were together and he would take me back... but
im trying not to bug him about it cuz i know he doesnt
want to be bugged about it so i just try to keep things
good between us... keep both him and i happy and keep
praying soon he will change his mind... well i think thats
all for now..

~*~Ashleigh Shannon~*~




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