Aledia

Tales of Hyperness
2004-01-13 08:12:56 (UTC)

Ermmmma...

k..time to spill bout Nate...or Sol as some people call
him..
Well we kinda met around a year ago through an Rp chat
room...bout 6 months after we started talking ooc and we
discovered we are so alike..same interests, same veiws
etcetc. The scary thing was that alot of the things were
cowinsidence...like he got ill the same time as i did.got
better on the same day, his birthday is the day before
mine. Loads more things happened but i cant actuly member
lol . should have written it down so i wouldve membered.
Well..we exchanged numbers and we continued to talk loads
discovering more wbout each other =)
For New Years he came down to my house for 3 nights..we
kinda clicked..lemmie just say that was the best time i
(kinda) saw Pirates of the Carabean ;)
We met up with Charlotte and ginger and they both liked
him, which i was highly relieve with. -sighs slightly-
He went back on the Thursday (New Years day me thinks?)
and we had decided that i was going to come up to his
(Basildon, nr london) during the half term (feb, 2004) for
a week, the week where his entire family are going to
Wales for the week, which would mean leaving the twoo of
us alone -grins macheviously-

Mom came into meh roomy on Suday night, sat on meh bed and
started to lecture me. She told me that i have to go to
the family planning clinc and ask them to put me back onto
the pill. u.u; i was way to shocked to like talk...cause
we didnt actuly do 'it' but still she told me that i was
to go on it cause i couldnt trust condoms etc.. she was
making me out like i knew nada bout sex..just cause shez a
midwife she thinks all girls are like the girls who are 15
and are on their 3rd kid.
lol i told Nate exsactly what happened..he just laffed god
dam him!!! tehe

I miss and love him loads..but i have realized that i feel
comfited and reasured if he tells me that he loves me etc,
and stuff like that..cause i come all paranoid that he is
only using me like the other people in meh life, not
naming names
*cough*Jamie*cough*Gary*cough*someoneelseicantmemberthename
ofcauseihatehimsomuch*cough*ohyeahJoBrune*cough*
Some times i act all weird and all depressed...think that
maybe just the time of month...but that was two weeks ago?
i dont know..


Last night though i was talking to Nate...he was acting
all weird..and started saying stuff, all sarcastic like,
which isnt like him (well to meh) and he started saying
stuff like 'I'll leave you alone''it was fun babe''least
you mom wont have to worry bout me getting you preggers'He
told me to start going with this guy called Sam who likes
me...but im no way interested in him.And i know Nate knows
that..im confused.

What does he mean by that? has he found some other lass? I
know im an ugly bitch thats why i felt so lucky when he
kinda started going with meh.
-sigh-

Guess i better go get ready for college now
Update this when i finaly know what hez going on about.

The One and Only
Aledia / Krissi




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