Cassandra

"Daddy"
2004-01-13 01:01:32 (UTC)

Dear Daddy!

Well been awhile since I wrote in this life is kinda busy
some what sorry!Not that I dont think bout you lately more
here then others.Wondering if neone can really love me!
People make promises but no one keeps them!All anyone wants
to do is love or be loved and I have so much I beleive to
give.Why ppl have to lie n deceive a person is beyond me.
People say Im a flirt I maybe but ya know what at least
thats all it is! Damn ya know I jus get frustrated and want
to be held is this so bad? Cody is good if it wasnt for him
alot of times I dont think I would be here I cant see
leaving him with his abusive father!Isnt killing yourself
really the chicken way out? Its a way of not dealing with
your problems
sometimes I wanna jus curl up in my blankey n cry n
sleep the day away.I look at ppl and think there life is so
easy and mine is so hard but I look at someone different
and see my life is really pretty good after all.Well I got
to go Daddy Ill tryn write more later I love you and miss
you alot wish I was little so you can hold me and tell me
everything will be ok but..........I know that wont happen
til I meet you in star heaven. BBye Daddy love you




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