Joronas Temnra

Words..
2004-01-12 01:50:30 (UTC)

Sound and Fury

"..It's all sound and all Fury, it's all reach and no touch,
it's all life's cold bravado, all grown up and old so fast.."

Amanda Marshall, Promises.

Strange really.. people do something that sets me into a
fury.. hot and cold both.. I wanted to scream and throw
things, and I wanted to coldly dissect the person's mind..
leave them a shell.. and now it's gone.. dormant, deep
within, and all I have left is sadness and depression.

I can't rage.. I pay too great a price for it. I need to
stay balanced, level.. or I start to die inside. Start to
bleed from wounds no one else sees or thinks to look for.
And then it just keeps going when more happens.. bleeds and
bleeds until I don't know what to do.

"And I'd give up forever to touch you, cause I know that you
feel me somehow. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever
be, and I don't want to go home right now. When all I can
taste is this moment, and all I can breathe is your life,
and sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you
tonight.

And I don't want the world to see me cause I don't think
that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming, or the
moment of truth in your lies. When everything feels like the
movies, yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.

And I don't want the world to see me cause I don't think
that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am."

Even the strongest pillar can only take so much.. will I
shatter this time?




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