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life down here
2004-01-10 23:35:34 (UTC)

i could have cried

Yesterday, I didnt feel to well, and people kept calling me
and waking me up, it was driving me crazy! Then i finally
fell asleep, and then the doorbell rang. My hair was a
wreck and i wasnt really awake when i opened the
door. "Yeah?" i managed to say. "Rachel.," said a familiar
voice. When my eyes finally got into focus, i noticed it
was Karl. "Will you be my girlfriend?" He pulled out a
beautiful bouquet of red roses. My mouth
dropped. "I...I...I.." I couldnt talk, nothing came out. He
handed me the flowers, and I said "I...I..." He
said, "Well?" I looked up at him.."Karl...theyre
beautiful...but i dont want a boyfriend right now." He
looked kinda bummed. "Ok," and told me he had to go. I gave
him a hung and thanked him again. Im smiling in the kitchen
when my little brother, (Derek-who's 11) said,"That wasnt
very nice, he got you flowers and everything." He stuck his
tongue out at me and walked away. I just stared at the
flowers, thinking...it was the right thing to say, i need
to get my head straight right now. Im still not ready for
another boyfriend...not now...not yet!




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