lonely butterfly

FunGuS * aMOunG *uS
2004-01-10 01:02:17 (UTC)

DonT cOmE cLoSe...I haVe aLL THe SyMPToMs

Broken Heart...Once, and no more than that I will let you.
"My hands are in your hair, but my heart is your teeth".
Im too confused to write??? I saw him, her wrapped under
his arms, his fucking UGLY smile. I felt stupid, why id she
let him, then defend him when I asked " Why are you letting
him touch you?" She snapped back with" It was only a hug"
My thought quickly screamed" HUGGS DONT FOLLOW DON INTO THE
HALLWAY!!"Why is this an issue? Because, he was grabbing
her ass, and bitting her face when we were together. WHF am
I suppoto think? Did she think she **owed** him a hug..
that kind of hug? What in god's name is going on? Why is
this so deep, I cant cry?....Like,....it hurts. The
unexplainable kind...
My body got really hot, and my shoes got heavy
(probably because thats where my heart landed)Under my shoe.
My stomach got hard, and my head dizzy. Was this how it
felt? To have your heart broken...I had all the symptoms.
***Was this how Ana felt? How bout Ashlee? If so, I'd be
sorry for the rest of my life, I never intended them to
feel like this.. And for that, I'm sorry.***
This did nothing for the way I still love her. WHY!?
Maybe because she is the greatest girlfriend ever?..Yeah,
thats it.it just that, a piece that she had placed,
has now ben thrown on the floor, thrown on its face.
My heart, I don't want to talk about it.
~It's been fixed already.
But still, no one should get close, I have all the symptoms.

*MY sky was brused, the wind as blessed*
She is my heaven, my sky.


-Vae





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