Keloryn_Baggins

What makes me tick
2004-01-10 00:29:00 (UTC)

Radiation treatment.

Well, they found more tumor in my elbow so I'm having
radiation to get it out. I'll be having radiation till
next friday.
Tomorrow I'm going to Youth Voices. It'll be hard since
I'm in quite a bit of pain, but I have to go. I dont want
to mope around the house. And if I am in so much pain,
then maybe I'll just be allowed to sit and watch, and not
really take part if there is any activities that might
make me tired or involve too much movement. Because, at
the moment, I really cant move too much. I feel shitty. My
shoulder hurts, my elbow hurts, my back hurts.
For so long I've shrugged my cancer off, like it was no
big deal. Because it never really affected my life outside
the hospital. I was never so bad that I couldn't do things
that I wanted to. But now that I'm having trouble getting
around, moving around, doing normal stuff it seems so
real. The pain makes it so much more real to me... And I
dont like it one bit.




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