cici

force of habit
2004-01-09 13:27:14 (UTC)

dramatic night

UGH...colleen and courtney got mad at me last night and i
had to call jessica. colleen was being such a bitch about
it too. she made me cry and i was crying on the phone with
jessica. god, i've become the type of friend that i used to
HATE being friends with. and i cant change it and now i'm
so embarrassed about it and i dont think i can be around
them. they dont like me now. ugh. it makes me feel
horrible. and then mom and dad found out about heidi
cutting last night so...that was difficult. i just wanna go
lay down and cry. maybe scream a little. GRRRRRR and now i
feel REALLY sick...




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