a girl in a world of loneliness

the one no one knows about
2004-01-09 04:36:33 (UTC)

my life

my life sucks so much...why does it suck you ask?...well
I'll
tell you why it sucks!...lets see, well first I can't see
my bestest friend in the world (my lover too)...second I'm
with this guy I don't want to be with but too scared to
dump...I can't get with the guy I do like cuz well he
fucking hunting...aaaarrrrggggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!...and third,
my life just sucks...boys suck...moms suck...grandparents
suck...boyfriends and friends boyfriends suck...teachers
suck...bus drivers suck...everyone just sucks...I can't
fucking stand it anymore...goddamn why does life have to
be
this way?????...aaaaarrrrggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!...I'm
cranky
when I don't get enough sleep...I'm cranky in the
morning...I don't want to talk in the morning...I don't
like to kiss some guy I don't want to be with in the
morning...I don't want to hear crap from an ass...I don't
want to get to school late anymore in the afternoons...I
don't want to leave to go home without seeing my friends
when I get to school late...I hate taking a girl to her
house when my school is first and her house is on the
fucking way back!!!!!!...I just hate everything in my
fucking
life...why, why does it have to be this way?...why can't
mine and sarah's life be better?...why can't her mom just
take a fucking chill pill so that we can see each
other?...damn...people suck ass...oh by the way...sarah, i
love you!!!...I miss you too!!!!




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