Kid A

Poetry, Thoughts and Abstract Lies
2004-01-07 14:52:18 (UTC)

my sexuality - that subject is such a bore

i would like to try and define, for myself, my sexuality. i
LOVE women, i feel attracted to women, when i walk past a
woman i look back to check them out. i don't do this for
men. i don't think i have ever done this for a man. but i
know i would like to have sex with a man. i have "gay"
moods and i have "straight" moods, some days i feel so gay
and some days i feel sickened by the very thought of having
sex with a man. i think its a split personality thing.
for most of the time, when i have logged my thoughts onto
here, it has been an alter-ego and he is completely anti-
everything. but now i think this is me, the normal me.at
night i feel more inspired and i get a feeling of open-ness
where i can just let words flow from my body.
i think he is bisexual, or atleast "open-minded" and
i am completely straight.
all i am afraid of is the two merging together and becoming
one person.
that's all for my pointless rant today.
Kid A




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