Babyblue34161

Me
2004-01-06 01:08:09 (UTC)

mememe

I am sittin here bored off my ass doin nuthin!!!...I
wanna be out, doing stuff, goin places. I am tired of
sittin here. I have been at my house for 2 days without
goin anywhere. Thats just tooo long. I thihnk I solved all
of my problems.I am back with Arturo. I spent the last 2
weeks with him. Seeing him everyday, I truly felt whole
again. I know that I love him with all my heart and I know
that there isn't anyone else for me. I found so much shit
out Friday night and it has kinda bummed me out since. My
dumb ass daddy cheated on my mom with 5 different woman
when I was little. He even said to one of them that he
loved her(the other woman) more than he loved my mom!!

What a DICK HEAD!!....thats just that much more anger that
I have for him....
Other than all that bull..everythang is ok. One of my good
friends has stayed with me since Christmas day and it feels
weird cause she left tonight. haha anways

I have a quick ? You know how whoever you spend new years
with is who you will be with the next full year. Well what
about if they weren't with you when the ball dropped but
they were the first person you were with on new years day
like say 12:30 in the mornin.? Does it mean the same???
anyways i am tired and I have to wash clothes for
school...ugh!~ bye for now




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