claire
all i have to say to you is........
laura
once again i've read back and dont quite remember why i wrote
what i did. especially about laura. how could i say i didnt really
like her? thats so stupid. of course i like her, shes one of our
*gang* (lol).
i guess i was being stupid, i think it was cos sum guy added me on
msn n told me she'd told him 2 add me. n apparently that she told
him i finger myself. im sorry but that does actually piss me off, i
mean i only did it like once or twice, me n this other friend both
said we did......
ah well. i guess her life isnt as rosy as i presumed, i mean i know
she finds it hard with her dad etc. i should have looked deeper.
anyway, my excuse is that i was kinda upset n pissed off at the
time. but still, i dont want people who read this (if anyone does,
lol) to think i totally dont appreciate my friends. cos i do.
just remembered, laura made me a card when i found out about
my back the first time, it was such a sweet gesture, its on my wall
actually, i just saw it when i went upstairs. i guess ive been taking
her for granted.
on a different subject.....first day back at school urgh. fell apart in
history, couldnt remember anything. im finding that so hard.
people think im clever, whatever, but i actually find my work so so
so hard. in all subjects. but at least i got to see all my friends
again (especially laura, i didnt see her all holidays), and the guy i
like......... :D
although i still have no idea what im gonna do bout him.......
ah well.
claire xxxxxxx
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