Belleh666

I FEEL SO ALONE,THOUGH WHEN I M..

I FEEL SO ALONE,THOUGH WHEN I'M WITH YOU I STILL FEEL EMPTY
YOUR CAN BE SO CONVINCING BUT SO DISTANT AT THE SAME TIME
I LOVE YOU STILL, IT HASN'T FADED BUT YOU GET ME MAD WHEN
YOU TALK OF THE THINGS YOUVE DONE
THE THINGS YOU SAY TOY WITH MY HEAD THOUGH YOU MAKE NO
PROMISES IT STILL HAUNTS ME
I WISH I COULD LET YOU GO BUT I CAN'T THIS TIME
NEVER LOVED AS MUCH AS I DO FOR YOU
WISH YOU WOULDN'T BE SO FUCKING STUPID AND HAVE DONE THE
THINGS YOU HAVE DONE, BUT I CAN'T CHANGE THAT AND NEITHER
CAN YOU
I WISH THINGS COULD GO BACK TO BETTER DAYS BUT I DON'T
THINK THEY CAN
THE MORE THINGS SEEM TO CHANGE THE MORE THEY STAY THE SAME
PLAYING GAMES IS ALL THERE HAS BEEN, AND ALL THAT WILL EVER
BE PLAYED
BEING WIT YOU THE LAST FEW DAYS MADE ME FEEL GOOD, BUT AT
THE SAME TIME MADE ME FEEL PAIN
CUDDELING WITH YOU AT NIGHT AND DURING THE DAY, BUT I KNOW
IT WASN'T REAL TO YOU BUT IT WAS FOR ME
LOVE SUCKS, I WISH I DIDN'T FEEL IT, BUT ITS SOMTHING I
CAN'T HELP
LOOKING AT YOU BRINGS BACK THE MEMORIES WE USE TO HAVE, BUT
AT THE SAME TIME, MAKES ME MAD TO SEE THE LIES IN YOUR
SOUL, THE PAIN YOU CAUSED THE LIES YOU'VE TOLD
I'M GETTING OLDER AND THE LOVE I NEED TO FIND HAS BEEN IN
YOU THE LOVE I'VE FOUND HAS BEEN SO PAINFUL, CAN'T DEAL
WITH IT BUT IT FUCKS WITH MY HEAD EVERYDAY
DONT WANT ANYONE ELSE TO SPEND LIFE WITH, BUT CAN'T HAVE
YOU THE WAY I USE TO , YOU SEEM TO HAVE SHARED THAT WITH
MANY OTHERS
LIFE IS SHITTY BUT AINT IT FUCKING GREAT?
NOT FOR ME, IT AINT GREAT AT ALL
TORN BETWEEN LOVING SOMEONE AND BEING ABLE TO HAVE THEM
THEY WAY I WANT,LOST MY MIND IN THIS NEVER ENDING SHIT,BUT
STILL I CAN'T QUIT LOVING SOMEONE WHO I DON'T KNOW REALLY
LOVES ME
I WISH I COULD END THIS PAIN, BUT I KNOW IF IT'LL NEVER END