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Ashleigh's screwed up life
2004-01-05 02:01:02 (UTC)

i dont knwo what to do...

im going absoublty insane... im trying my hardest to do
anything possible to get zachary back.. i miss him soooo
much... i mean yea im happy that we love each other and
that we miss each other and that we still do shit together
but omg i miss him so much... and he knows i do... he just
keeps saying sorry and i know he is cuz he doesnt want to
see me hurt ... he wants to be single... and its so hard
to hear him say that though... i wish everything i wanted
to happen would... ive been praying everynight that zach
changes his mind... and to top it all off.. we tried
putting in my new cd player and the damn speakers wont
hook up right... i swear i dont think anything else could
go wrong or make me any more crazy..i need to be happy of
the fact he still loves me and he does miss me... and he
said that were like always together but the thing is that
im afraid that if im not around he might start to forget
about me but the opposite might happen and he might start
to miss me.. all i know is taht i dont knwo what to do...
i wish someone would give me and answer..

~*~Ashleigh shannon~*~




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