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my college experience
2004-01-04 07:15:44 (UTC)

new life

well hehe i've had fun for awhile, but now i've got a
problem, at least for the time being. It all started
winter break, I came home from south carolina and found
out that my ex had a huge crush on me. so i was stupid and
went along with it. Later on I discovered she was seeing
someone while all of this was going on. not a very nice
thing to do to anyone in my opinion. anyways, so in the
middle of all this, me and her friend started to talk, and
we connected on a level i didnt think possible, it was so
amazing for a heart that had been cold for so long. so we
decided to start dating, and about 5 min ago her friend
found out that we were together, and my ex isnt speaking
to me now because she wanted a fall-back plan incase her
relationship she had didnt work out. i feel perfectly evil
right now, i could get into a screaming fight with my ex
and i would love every minute of it, because she is
finally feeling the pain that i have delt with the past 5
years. i know that sounds like i'm doing this to get
revenge on her, and granted its an added bonus, but me and
Jen (g/f) are so close, at least in my mind, that i know
that thats not the only reason. i would take a bullet for
her if i had to, i feel that this is the "one"




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