t33n in l0v3

My Glass Heart
2004-01-03 16:38:56 (UTC)

sweet, sweet love

oh sweet love, with stan, my only true love. Except, right
now there are some bitter feelings between us about
bathroom space. He needs room for his pimple treatments and
i need my space for...other things. But nevertheless, i
love him dearly. He loves me too. I wrote a song about how
I feel about Stanley. It goes a little something like
this:..
-*-I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you
Now that I'm with you
You make me feel like a butterfly
fluttering in the wind.
Oh so beautiful, oh so free
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you
Now that I'm with you.-*-

I was a the train stop last night thinking of the words. Im
seriously thinking about trying out for World Idol. I might
even sing my own song. If they let me. I might need to put
in a few more lyrics though. Well I will have to go soon, I
am helping Tepeala make spaghetti, bread, and salad for
dinner. The boys must be starving, after a couple of hours
of job hunting.
I found a job as a chef in a bakery. I get payed 10 dollars
an hour. I have decided I dont need any college degree. I'm
happy here. I have changed attitudes. My favorite color
will no longer be black, but pink. It shows prescence of
all care in my life. It shows how happy and at peace I am.
Whenever I get frazzled, I can just walk down to the beach
in front of Tepeala's house and just think. I'm so glad I'm
here with Stanley. In Finland. Soon, my name will be Paulie
Jo Jitters, no longer part of the Burrow family. No more
pain. No more suffering. I LOVE Finland and I think I have
made the right desicions. Life is so much easier without
mom. I now see meaning in my life. I believe there are
reasons to live now...

In love,

P.J.J.

to the anonymous counselor-
Nomore pain, and no more suffering, I am at peace.




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