Underdogs and Tidal Waves

Southside of Mellow
2004-01-02 21:18:02 (UTC)

No candles 15

January 2, 2003
Friday 4:07 PM

I'm officially 15 years old now.
There's no cake.
I'll be going to the Japanese restuarant today then I don't
know afterwords.

I'm listening to The Cure while wasting away on the
computer and reading Ghost World.
I've wasted another days once more.
I've got a sore inside my mouth and I'm too tired to go
out.

My eyes are sagging down and I feel exhausted.
My favorite day, of course Friday.
I'll be venturing out on a Friday night which should make
me happy.
Yet I feel as if I've reached the end.
Christmas gone.
New Year's gone.
Now my birthday.

I can have almost anything I want today and I can't even
think of anything special to do.
The closest best buy is far away.
I have to finish Ghost World by tonight if I want to get
my money back.

And then there's my melancholy of returning back to
school on Monday.
I don't want to be mean in saying this but IF I HEAR ONE
MORE FUCKING "ANYWHO", BY A BUNCH OF FUCKERS WHO WON'T
EVEN BOTHER TO PROPERLY SPELL RIGHT JUST TO BE CUTE, I
THINK I'LL SHOOT THEM IN THE HEAD.

Friends are so annoying sometimes.
I'm so glad I've had this 2 weeks to myself so I don't
have to hear their bitchy comments and pharses.

Ok, I'll try to end this on a positive note.
I'll sleep to try to subside my crankiness.




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