csadler
random mumblings
and as a change from the normal gloom and doom...
i had a great time tonight. vanessa called me (an old
friend from ottawa) and wanted to go out for drinks and i
did and i had a great time. god bless old friends.
eerily enough i saw the *hot* girl that works at rogers
(who is hot) and we spent some good time. not that
anything is gonna happen with her, but just the idea of
spending time with people my own age makes things good for
me :) it sounds silly but it's true. also i got a job
interview today, from the hospital...as luck would have it
anderson's dad runs the IT thing at the hospital so i may
actually get it?@! that would be great...it's only part
time but i'm sure with 25 hours a week i would make the
(basically) minimum wage i get now. :) i just wanted to
make this put in because it's all death and doom and gloom
(apparently) in my diary and there's more to life than
(eventual) death, apparently in my life too :) here's a
song (with drunken typed lyrics) (i was hoping to do
clocks by coldplay but apparently i'm too drunk to type
them accurately...am i the cure or am i the
disease?!?! :) )
instead some "cure"
pardon my spelling
(musical overtone)
oh elise it doesn't matter what you say
i just can't stay here every yesterday
keep no acitng up
sa,e ole way we act up
(too fast)
let's try another one
(random)
(it's gonna be hendrix or wish you were here)
(no wait it's the stones...wild horses)
(i can do this)
tired of living
is easy to do
the things you wanted
i bought them for you
graceless lady
you know who i am
you know i can't let you
slide through my hands
wild horses
couldn't drag me away
wild, wild horses
couldn't drag me away
i watched you suffer
a dull aching pain
now you decided
to show me the same
no sweet thing exits
or offstage lines
could make me feel bitter
or treat you unkind
wild horses
couldn't drag me away
wild, wild horses
couldn't drag me away
i know i dreamed you ;)
a sin and a lie
i had my freedom
but i don't have much time
faith has been broken
tears must be cried
let's do some living
after we die
wild horses
couldn't drag me away
wild, wild horses
we'll ride them someday
wild horses
couldn't drag me away
wild, wild horses
we'll ride them someday
(ta da...good night all) drop me a line i like talking to
people :)
actually here's a good one (on random) from the pumpkins
(galapagos)
ain't it
funny
how we
pretend we're stilla child?
softly
stolen
under ablanket sky
and rescue me from me
and all that i believe
i won't deny the pain
i won't deny the change
and should i fall from grace
here with you
will you leave me too?
carve out
your heart
for keeps
in an old oak tree......................
hold me
for goodbyes
and whispered lullabyes
and tell me i am still
the man i'm sposta be :p
i won't deny the pain
i won't deny the change
and should i fall from grace
here with you
will you leave me too
will you leave me too?
.......
.......
(best part)
.......
too late to turn back now
i'm running out of sound
and i
am changing, changing
and if we died right now
this boy you loved somehow
is here
with you
i won't deny the pain
i won't deny the change
and should i fall from grace
here with you
would you leave me too
would you leave me too?
okay seriously it's time for bed...can't type "all along
the watchtower" :) good night all and remember that god
looks out for all of us