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Sierra
2003-12-29 06:36:23 (UTC)

Family & People

I hate some people. They try to make your life living hell.
It's horrible, lifes already hard enough without people
trying to hurt you everyday. Okay there is this one person
who I have never even talked to in my life and it's like
they're constently out to get me!!! Some people can be so
ignorant...
Besides that my family is like falling apart in front of
me. I have always known that my family is no where close to
perfect, but now I realize that it's just horrible. I know
my parents love me, but it doesnt make sense. I don't
understand why my dad would leave like he did, if he loved
me. I remember being the happiest person before my dad
left, but then one day I woke up and he was gone...No one
even knew where he went. On my birthday I remember he would
send me a 10 dollar bill, I never really understood that. I
never am going to be the same after that. I mean Im happy
that he came back, but it just makes no sense. I always
just try to forget it and it has worked for the past 8
years but for some reason my mom all the sudden wanted to
talk about it. I hate that, she say's that I don't care
about anything and that there are better ways of dealing
with pain...How does she know if I was hurt? She never
wanted to talk about it then.
~sierra~





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