pdonovan

Life
2003-12-29 00:34:58 (UTC)

u would think....

u would think seeing one of ur best m8s kill herself in
front of u and tryin to kill u with sleeping pills that i
would be fucked up, im not till well friday mushrooms seemed
to have brought back the memeries that ive tryed to bloke
out for so long, dam it y wont my mind just forget about
that day i dont want to remmber it i try not to, waking up
after 5-6 hours seeing her hanging with her wristes slit in
a star shape. i didnt know what to do, ran down stair there
was her bro grabed him took him upstars, he blamed me, ME
for fuck sake y i dont fucking know,dont blame him tho.
well i never did go to her funerual nor do i know where she
is so i cant vist her grave.
shit i dont know why im puting this in here

u would think i had a heart the way i talk.




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