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give me a leonard cohen afterworld
2003-12-28 23:21:18 (UTC)

a real suicide letter

Hey lauren-
i know we havent been such great friends lately but i
thought id leave this for you.

Remember when we'd climb trees and youd swear youd catch me
if i ever fell. well..i'm falling this time from a big tree.

remember when the big oak tree was going to get cut down
and you helped me stopped crying? well in fact im
crying.real tears.

remember when we were like sisters. people in fact fell for
that one.haha. we stood tall believing in ourselves.
Hoping,wishing, thinking of a new beginning. well here's a
new start for me.

remember when people said to us.Both of you will die
together happily...well i'm dying right now,because of
everyday pressures. from the world and above.I keep this
letter hoping one day i'll back out and give up. Never
wishing upon another star with you. never sitting under a
tree eating a pB& j sandwich. never climbing a tree again.
You'll never call out my name when we play games.

You will never have to wait for me. but no matter what
shape , matter,form if you need hope just think you never
have to go thru this again. You'll never be alone. please
don;t cry for me dont weep. soon it'll be my funeral and
you will have your head up high with a smile upon your
face. Wish upon the next star for me.
Your friend
alicia




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