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2003-12-28 11:50:05 (UTC)

Wide Awake

I'm wide awake this morning. Just can't sleep any
longer. I have too much on my mind. Amazingly Aspen has
not woke up yet. A little time to myself, it's amazing.
Anyway I can't get wanting to move out of this house out
of my mind. I wish Rob and I could build a new house
right now. I can't stand living here with his mother any
longer. It's only been a year so far and it's already
driving me insane. I don't know why we ever did this to
ourselves. We were thinking crazy at the time. It's
unbelieveable how it is affecting me. I am depressed all
the time and can't think of anything else. I'm dreaming
about a new house and a new life. It makes me feel so bad
since Rob has done nothing but try to make my life

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