ashley56211

Life as I live it
2003-12-28 05:24:57 (UTC)

Today was so.. boring! I..

Today was so.. boring! I went to my step-dads parents
for "Christmas" and it was.. *twitch* weaird... I'm not
blood related to anyone there, except my mom, so no one
really talkes to me. I hate it over there. We al used ot
get along fine, but then, we turned into... TEENAGERS!!ahh!
*gasp* So.. now.. I'm by myself, and thats not how I am..
EVER!!! I'M NOT USED TO BEING ALONE!!!! lol.. I'm very
social and used to haveing friends and talking but not
today.
Anyways.. Lately I don't know why but Iv been thinking
about my ex boyfriend Jim a lot lately.. Like.. the past
few days. I dont know why. I dont want to even remember his
name but for some ungodley reason.. these memories are just
(lately) sticking with me!!!!! Its horrible.
I think i'v just royally given up on...people!!!! Im so
sick of what everyone does to..everyone else, or
themselves. Like Lisa.. Oh i'm not even going there. and
Amanda, well I'm not going there either.. Lisa is pretty
much killing herself slowly. Amanda is fucking herself
over. I mean.. people are just so... I don't even know waht
to call them.. There are a few people left out there who I
feel that I can relate to. i'm going to name them (yes, its
just so they feel special!! lol): Stef (BFF!! Of
Coures!!!)), Matt (i dont kow whats going on wiht him but
whatever), Danny (he thinks some people
are..annoying!!!),Mary( I think she jus hates life.. or
work. lol),Aaron (hates people like me!!),ashley B.(shes
whiped to Jessica!!!) ,Krista (I LOVE HER!! lol), Ashley L.
(when shes not busy hating me) And of course, I can't
forget RACHEL YORK!!! lol.. inside joke.. But
anyways..people just suck and a lotta people on that list
think the same way I do because It's like everyone is a
whore or a druggie now... 99% of the population could fit
of one or BOTH of those categories!! It's gay!! lol. Ok im
going now...Somebodys at the door :S




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