lostsoul

A loSt CauSe
2003-12-28 04:16:26 (UTC)

Goodnight

My so called "family" is forcing me to sign off for the
night, so I can not tell you anymore for now. But, tomorow
I will tell you about more of my life. Now, I will sit in
my room and watch Late Night MTV and lay and lay. But never
sleep. The sleeping does not happen. I lay there lay there
still and silent. In my day clothes. Not feeling a need to
change. I don't want to change. I hate change. It scars
life more than a burn or, a lie. But slowly I'll drift
into a sleep. And then awake and feel like some-one is
there. Watching me. So I do not sleep. But soon again I
fall asleep. And then, I awake to the sound of my sister
and mother yelling at each other.
Goodnight.




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