brown suga

drama
2003-12-28 03:15:40 (UTC)

when to call it quits

I can't believe it's come to this. After three years of
fighting to stay together under the impression that we
were madly in love together I don't think I love him
anymore. He hurts me so much and he doesn't even care or
knw it. He never admits that he was wrong or that he
should have acted differently. I have restpect for the
fact that he's confident in his comportment but I wonder
how he can do what he does and still claim that he cares
for me or loves me.
We have totally different idea about how to treat each
other and how much time we should spend together. I doubt
he even misses me when we haven't spoken in days or
weeks. There are just too many barriers to fight through,
and I'm sick of fighting alone. He just sits back and
relaxes while I flip my life upside down so that I can be
apart of his. The one commitement I asked him to he
didn't even stick to.
Granted he's been with me for a long time and that shows
some commitment... however I'm not sure if that counts
when I'm doin most of the work. If he doesn't see me or
hear from me, he doesn't even think to pick up the fucking
phone and see what's up.
I'm sick of being the stupid little girly on his arm. Oh
no it's not even that cause I'm not even good enough to
brag about actually...




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