Darkeyes

How Terribly Average
2003-12-27 00:31:02 (UTC)

A day with Kayla.

Last night sucked. I cut myself about 9 times....Im so
glad my mom hasnt seen it...Anyways This morning I woke up
and felt like crap, But thats alright I suppose. Kayla
called me really early, she wanted to go to the movies but
we went to the mall instead. It was fun I suppose, I
bought Aaron a $20 beenie from American Eagle, I dont know
why it cost that much, but I think He'll look nice in it.
Kayla and I went to Chic-fillet...that always makes my day
better hehe. I had fun, shes got to be one of my best
friends ever, Shes been there for me through alot. I got a
GlassJaw Tee from Hot Topic.. I dont care for the store
much, Its filled with people trying TOO hard, but band
Tees from there are usually pretty cool (unless they are
Good Charlotte) I watched The WaterBoy when I got home.
That movie is great lol dumb as anything, but I like Adam
Sandler, So its all good.I really like the GlassJaw Tee.
Its pretty awesome. I got jeans form american eagle and a
shirt there too. I like that store too. Its fun. There
were ALOT of cool guys at the mall, most of which were
incredibly good looking but I wasnt in the mood to be talk
or anything... I looked like a bum too, In my Camo Jeans
and a Purple shirt...I didnt match at all what so ever,
but thats alright. I am going to Bennigans tomorow with my
family. Im glad I LOVE going out to eat.
Aaron about saved my life last night. Hes the only person
in the whole world that makes me feel the way he does. I
dont like him...But I love him...I love when he smirks and
when he thanks me for being in his life. He really just
knows how to make me happy, and I love him for that. But I
dont like him. He got me my pocket knife for Christmas,
Its the best. Its red and has the sharpest blade. I love
it!
I kissed Justin as Jessies party...and Jessie likes
him...I dont know what made me think of that since this
happened a week ago...but o well. I dont even
like Justin, but I was high so O well....I just hope Aaron
doesnt find out because He would totally disown me! Aaron
and Justin are best friends and Aaron is very protective
over me right now becasue of the situation with Korey and
all and he knows that if I were to hook up with Justin my
life would be over because although justin appears to be a
good guy, hes not. And hes a BIG druggie and Id end up in
a big mess...I dont think Aaron would even talk to me
anymore if he knew I kissed J. Its hard to explain the
situation....but It makes sense when you are in the middle
of it.


Life Sucks but I got Kayla... and Aaron for now(hopefully
for a while) , So im good.

~Sara




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