Undeadmetalhed

Eternal Journey
2003-12-25 01:29:54 (UTC)

Intro

Most people see life in a negative way useing quotes such
as "life sucks than you die" which i feel i must change the
way people look at this life in such a negative way.For i
Justin L Hughes knows theres more to life than what people
see, and i might not b able to change the world but i will
make damn sure i make a difference somehow.I guess your
wondering why i feel like i must explain well all things
will be unraveled in due time. I had many things happen to
me in my journey where i am today such as my parents
divorcing,being tooken from the only place i called
home,becoming homeless because i chose to stay in school
over my brothers orders to get a job or get out of his
house,and the latest being screwed over by my former place
of employment, but unlike most people i looked at the good
in between those accurances cuzz that is the part i charish
in life and why i love this life god has given me.Where
else should i begin but the beginning; My parents was never
really close but when they finally separated it hit me
harder than i thought.It was a sunday afternoon i over
slept and missed church and for my dad thats something that
is left unexcusable so he raised hell ironically. As he
screamed at me for my absents my mom wrose arisen from her
slumber for she at this time slept an unspeakable amount of
time due to her medication.She was inraged that he would
over exagerate over something so febile as missing a day of
church well i knew at this time it wasnt going to end up
good and how right i was. I sat listening in regret about
the morning i messed up until i heard my mom cry out.At
that moment i sped off into the kitchen where he had slaped
her for screaming at him i looked at him in discust as he
packed his things like a coward and left us to fend for
ourselves with me the only one in the house with a job at
this time, and from then on it was just me mom and mathew
my little brother whom was the real victom of all this. It
worried me that i was workin for minimum wage going on the
third year without a raise, but it didnt faze me for the
love for my family and that house was enough to go work day
in and day out. As my mother as funny as it may seem worked
as a psycic operator but she slept most of the day away as
mathew was given little to no attention and when i was home
i was so cross with him for i was suppose to keep the house
clean and still go to work and before this i barely stayed
at home always out with my friends or someones house so it
made me stressed and i lashed out at the one i was suppose
to help grow as a child because my mom would rarely open
the door of her room and help watch over him but when i
lashed out she knew it but i didnt abuse him.I made sure i
wasnt going to be the monster i saw in my parents as a
child. After awhile of this went on my friends would come
over and wonder why i never leave and understand when they
got there so my house became a wayward house for my friends
they came to spend days and days theyre almost as if they
lived there.We would play video games and wrestled ohh was
things good than.sometimes when i had the chance to leave
because my mom was awake i left the house to watch a movie
or go to waffle house and talk and talk until the sun
rose.That is where i met an old friend from middle school
after defecating in a near by bush cuzz i drank too much i
saw him as i walked back towards waffle house he was
sitting at the back parking lot area and was hanging out
with some new or recent friends of his and i asked him if
we could hang out soon he was telling me it would be fine
the next weekend or so i went over his house as his friend
drove us to his place for his friend jamie was stayin the
night as well the next day i went with them to Jamies house
so they could get ready to see Jamies girlfriend and sister
of girlfriend well i thought hell im going to see atleast
one single chik that night i was sure of it for they told
me they where going to a church and i couldnt just go in
that place smellin so i ran in the bathroom of jamies house
and looked for something to make me smell good well the
only thing i could find was a bottle of air freshener so
the rest of the night i smelt of vanilla but i didnt mind
cuzz it was the day i met the too coolest ppl i had ever
met which was jamies girlfriend and her sister otherwise
known as Heather and Melissa.Since then the only persons i
still associate with those people are Heather and
Melissa.My friend Kevin the guy who i spent the night ats
house well he disbanded contact from just about everyone
from what i know. Jamie separated from Melissa and last
time i heard anything about him he is now married to some
chick he started dating after melissa.I had class with
Melissa and Heather was my boss after i met her and melissa
came to work at the same grocery store but on and off and
very rarely did she have hours that i saw her on.
Everything was going good until the day i came home
from school and the lights where disconnected because i
didnt make enough to pay the bills and the house was a
wreck cuzz my little brother made messes like children are
prone to do and my mom was destrought cause he did not come
home from when he got off the bus from school instead of
going home he went to his friends house and at this time he
was about ten so he was perfectly aware of the decision he
made just not the consequence well i looked over the
neihbor hood and when i got home i realized my mom had
called the police for a missing child which was the worst
mistake she had done for she was always nervous when she
was in a sober state of mind which she stayed under the
influence of these pills she was given to take by a mad man
with a ph.d.The police arrived found my brother at the
friends house and they looked inside our house which made
them feel like we where being kept by someone unable to
harbor children in a house so they called defax. Defax came
and gave us an altimadum for me to go to my sis in laws
house or a friends for my case or come with them so theyll
put us in a foster home.which my sis in law came and took
my little brother as i awaited my friend and his mom to
come and get me.




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