ThroughThePortal

Diary of a Freshman
2003-12-24 15:02:20 (UTC)

Welcome to My World

You'd think after all the crap I had to deal with in
middle school I'd get a break in high school right? well
apparently not.....Sure I met great new friends like Jess C
and her bf my bro Dave O Kim
Kelly and Allison Cannon not to mention Ed Lynd and Lauren
Thompson...but it the love department thats got me bugging
already this year I've had 3 b/fs Cole, Drew, Drew's friend
Jack. I just dumped Jack today and i feel so bad. But with
all theese boys theres just nothing no great emotion
building up inside me...Does love really exsist? You can
say it does but till i see proof it doesnt.I get so
confused about these emotions i feel for people like this
guy i mean im attracted to something in him but hes 2 much
of a pot head to ever date but then theres this guy i met
and i felt something spark but...he has a gf and wouldnt
notice me ever again...I'm so happy for my friend allie she
found this guy named alex and they are like perfect
together she's so happy with him and he seems so happy 2 be
with her...........Being a Freshman gets pretty Weird
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I want to start a band so badly and i love to sing and i
think i have one going down know...hopefully....

Im also writing a lot more now which is good

It almost christmas and im so happy!!!!!!!!!!
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Good Bye




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