Nicole

~Lost in Darkness~
2003-12-24 01:41:51 (UTC)

Little Demons

Everyone person has there own set of demons. Mine are my
saviours and my destroyers. Latelly theve only been in one
form. Its hard sitting there, loving him, and knowing hes
not yours. I went back to his place again last night. Went
out for breakfast. Toward the end my demons started to
wispper. Look at him, so strong, so determined, with that
exspression on his face thats so hard to read. GAH, I
wanted to cover my hands on my ears and just scream. Not
that would of helped keep them out, but i would be that
much more tired. Sleep away the tears. Thats what i did
last night. I cried on my up, for a minute, but for the
most part, im past crying. Its just a numbing feel. Right
now hes on his way back to N.C. for x-mas. Im hoping he has
a good time. He needs to get away from all the stress and
just enjoy himself a good time.




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