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Amy
2003-12-24 01:26:20 (UTC)

12/23/2003 - Under My Nose

And another day is upon us. It snowed hard today, yet we
had no accumulation out. The snowflakes were huge and
beautiful - this coming from someome who really would
prefer that snow didn't exsist. They were about 2 inches
around... Zach wasn't sure what to make of them as they
landed on his face and nose when we were outside going to
the car.

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. They keep talking about how we
are supposed to have so much snow accumulated. They said
that today we were going to have about 6 or more inches by
now, but there is not even a flake left on the ground. As
soon as those huge flakes hit the ground they would melt.
Let me tell you though, if those flakes would have
accumulated, we would have had near three feet of snow!

We are praying for good weather tomorrow night so we can
leave for Muncie when I get off of work at 10:30p.
Otherwise we will have to wait until Christmas morning to
leave, which means less sleep and a two hour drive. If we
leave at 10:30p tomorrow we would get there around 12:30a,
but we wouldn't have to get up until 9a or so. (Remember,
Zach is only 2... he doesn't have the sense of excitement
as a 6 year old might!)

Works going okay tonight. It was busy for awhile, but
after six admissions last night, hopefully tonight will
stay quiet. I had two within the first hour that I was
here! That darn flu and pneumonia is going around and
isn't keeping anyone safe from it.

Mom is out finishing (starting) her Christmas shopping
tonight and Zach is staying with Pastor Brian and Kathy
with Luke, Logan, and Kyla. Luke and Logan were over at
our house last night and Mom watched them while Pastor
Brian and Kathy went shopping for them. Luke is 8 and
Logan is 5. They play well with Zach. Kyla is 3 - she is
adopted from Peru. She's so beautiful with her dark eyes,
hair, and skin, but thinks of herself as a blonde haired
and blue eyed kid just like her brothers!

I didn't talk to Dylan last night again. I messaged him a
message telling him that I know that I can be overbearing,
but if he didn't want to talk anymore to just let me know.
He messaged back this morning saying that he didn't know
what I was talking about, he wasn't ignoring me, he was
working. I've always been a jealous and high-maintance
girl. I still really like Dylan, but it's become more of a
game than anything more. Not that I'm playing games with
him, it's just fun. He's a good looking guy and we
flirt... but that's about it right now.

I'm so lonely to find Mr. Right. I want to find that
person that I can talk to about anything, cuddle with while
watching a good movie and someone who makes me feel
comfortable with myself and with him. Who knows... he's
probably under my nose and I don't even know it.

Amy




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