sweetandsimple

sweet, simple, -n- emo
2003-12-23 23:02:59 (UTC)

back from the dead..or forgotten

hello people...
since the auto-nag diary thing kept bothering me :D hehe i
decided to finally do that.

anyway...i just don't know anymore. i don't wanna be there
hurting on every result that i get. yes i did love him. but
now i'm not sure. yes i'm well aware that i am naive. but i
am also stubborn. if you mess with me, i will bite you and
make your life a living hell. anyhoo there's a bunch of
rumors going around as always...and yano me...i dislike
that stuff...and i get pissed and people then get scared of
me :) it makes me very annoyed and irritated that she knew
we went out and she's trying to be his new gf. thank
goodness i know how to control myself and not try to
strangle her. if all i hear is true i just wish i could
catch him in the act and iu'll be done. no more tears. no
more pain and sorrow. *sigh*

yea i am being way melodramtic....so what? that's how i am
when i'm sad...if you don't care then don't read...if
you're tired of hearing the same bull shit over and over
again then don't read. i'm not looking for sympathy or
pity. i'm just wishing i could do something.

define me love. what is it? where can you find it? have i
felt it yet?

i'm too young for all of this...

sometimes i regret...sometimes i don't....

just happy that i can put on a mask when i'm hurting and
i'm still alive...

just waiting for my future...

i hope lisa's not mad at me...

yes i'm very EMO by the way. deal with it or back off!




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