Ugh!...is it just me or is everyone changing. I think that
me and my friends are getting farther and farther apart
every day. I cry almost everytime I think about loosing
them I have no idea what to do. See I can have the longest
talk with my friends about how everything is changing. But
it seems that we never do anything to change it. I just
don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I can't trust
anyone. For the past like month I've kept so much stuff to
myself. But the night Alycia and Stephanie came over here
we all let everything out and that made me feel alot
better...we cried for I know atleast 4 hours. I feel like
I can trust my new friends better then I can trist people
I've been knowing my whole entire life. Like Lindsay for
instance. I could trust that girl with my life and she
knows that too. But on the other hand I still have my four
best friends that have been there for me every step of the
way (Heather, Samantha, Stephanie and Alycia). I don't
know how to thank them enough. I tell them EVERYTHING. I
just really dont' know what to do anymore.
I love you!
Austin I love you more then anything baby. You mean so
much to me!
Joseph Michael Caruso III (Trey)
Its Not Like Anyone Really Cares About Anything Anyway!