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lyssa's Diary!
2003-12-21 18:53:13 (UTC)

my day/night....

well i woke up to the beep of my cell phone. Melissa had
called me and i called back. basically she kinna told me
she was stuck. i didnt see how. 3 days of knowen someone to
almost 2 yrs doesnt really count. EVERYONE that i talk to
has said that hes playen with her. i dont want to say that
cuz i could be deeply wrong. but just from his past actions
just prove it to me.
i told melissa she needs to tell me her answer that night.
so i waited she got online and said NO, i said ok well u
have 2 hrs. she didnt have her answer. she said she changed
her mind a couple of times, and i got pissed. i coulnt
believe how heartless she was. i was hurt and i was upset.
but there is nuthin i could do about it. she said i was
crazy, and i was like "omg, u would act this way if u were
me" and she told me they just "connected" and he always
sang to her. what ever. im done and through. i was fine
yesterday, completely fine. until that stupid conversation.
she left in the middle to go talk to AJ. :/ she never came
back. i guess she decided. so then i got up and went into
my room. i wrote that stupid poem. and then my REALLY GOOD
friend Thomas called me. we talked about the whole
situation and believe it or not he felt bad for her ex.
fiance more then ne 1 and her son. i could understand
though. then we started talken bout just stupid random
things like ne one else. he really made me feel better. we
got off the phone at 1. i was then gonna go call my friend
Nicole, but accidentally pressed the wrong button and
called my ex Nick. it was funny cuz a guys voice was at the
other end i was like "uhhh". but we had a good convo about
his ex. and i mentioned nuthin of AJ. and we just laughed.
it was cool. we got off the phone at 4. i was soo tired,
and now im here just waking up gonna have to get ready for
work! blah!!!! ne ways talk to yas later!
-lyssa




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