Pieces of Me
Ready For Sleep
So. Yesterday was my third anniversary. It was pretty fun
I guess... nothing spectacular, though, but what was I
It went about as well as I had hoped it would, and my
boyfriend has been really great to me these past couple of
months. Almost makes me think that something is wrong with
him, or that he's been possessed by some gentle, caring,
considerate being. Not like his usual self at all... but
that's definitely not a bad thing.
This weekend seems to have gone by alot faster than I
wanted it to, but I only have four more days left of
school before break, so I think I'll manage.
This may seem random, but I've been realizing lately that
I'm not nearly as scared of sex as I was a few months ago
(and they were fairly excessive fears, considering the
fact that I'm a virgin and have never actually experienced
sex in the first place). I mean, I still need time, and
there are still some things that I have trouble dealing
with, but for the most part, I'm doing okay.
I've also realized, though, that things really were worse
in the past than I thought they were while it all was
happening. Looking back, I'm not even sure how I
maintained my sanity throughout everything. If things were
to go back to the way they used to be, I just don't know
what I would do.
So... we'll just pray that things only get better. =o)
Here's another random thought: I wonder how much they pay
that guy on "Blue's Clues". Because he does some really
strange stuff.... Perhaps the power of satan compels him!
Nah, just kidding... maybe....
Anyway, I'm ready for sleep, but unfortunately I have an
entomology lab on phototaxis/geotaxis to finish.