bncungerer

christy20
2003-12-14 01:02:11 (UTC)

Bad day

well, i had a bad day today. As you know i said in my
last entry that my hubby was getting deployed again. I
have been really depressed the past few days and i cant
seem to cheer up. I feel as if i am pushing my husband
away to make it easier for myself. I even say things that
i dont mean and KNOW isnt true. Like i'm not in love with
him anymore... but God knows i am. Its just so hard for
me to deal with this again and i know people go through
worse, but it is hard. My husband and I are having
problems right now, but i hope we can resolve them way
before he leaves.




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