africanprincess

AfricanPrincessDairy
2003-12-13 05:30:20 (UTC)

aggggggh... I going insane..i need someone

dear J, it my first online diary and my first submission,
aghhh, right now things are stressing me lke school damn,,,
i hate it so much i really dont know what to do the only
reason i going to school is for my parents because they
told me so man, i wish i can just follow my dream . i have
this feeling that i can become someone whose succesful and
famous, like i have driven ambiton in my eyes. right now
things are ruffff i mean i have everthing family firned
looks body guys whateva but i not happy is that possible ..
i want to be so ..happy and live life the way i want to
live it i feel like everyone is going somewhere and i
still in the same spot as yesterday trying to move but i
moving to a place where i dont want to be , man what i am i
going to do????I need someone

i need someone in my life that I can trust and tell all my
feelings, fears and anxoities to. someone that will
understand and just listen to what the fuck i need to say,
without anaylsising or comparing. I just need someone to
listen to al the crazy and weird buillshit that comes out
of my mouth. I want someone to love me uncondidtionaly. To
be with me, and make me feel safe. and not make me feel
stupid or afraid. Just someone that helps me, and shares
the experiences of life with me. I have yet found anyone
like that. I looking 4 my soulmate...but how can i when i
feel so down ..preety sexy girl..with her heart all
shattered....




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