Katherine

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2003-12-12 05:44:29 (UTC)

Important Blake convo

Nocuous Inferno: my weekend was kinda lame. yours? btw i
think you me and david make a good combination, don't get
too big headed, cuz GEn and matty r still my best buds, but
i had soooooooo much fun with u guys friday nite
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: yea it was fun :-)
Nocuous Inferno: ee hee
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: sry for getting into a debate about our
relationship w/ you sitting there AND in a public place
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: it wasn't necessary
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: mine was alright. involved A LOT of
sleeping
Nocuous Inferno: wha?
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: Nocuous Inferno: my weekend was kinda
lame. yours? btw i think you me and david make a good
combination, don't get too big headed, cuz GEn and matty r
still my best buds, but i had soooooooo much fun with u
guys friday nite
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: yea it was fun :-)
Nocuous Inferno: ee hee
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: sry for getting into a debate about our
relationship w/ you sitting there AND in a public place
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: it wasn't necessary
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: mine was alright. involved A LOT of
sleeping
Nocuous Inferno: ohhhhhhhhhh
Nocuous Inferno: sorry read it wrong
Nocuous Inferno: no it was perfectly fine
Nocuous Inferno: i found it rather interesting
Nocuous Inferno: :-)
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: lol
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: why did u wanna call me last night..just
out of curiosity
Nocuous Inferno: cuz...

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Nocuous Inferno: um
Nocuous Inferno: just to finish talking about.. what we
were talking about
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: do you want to finish it?
Nocuous Inferno: umm yea.... but i wouldn't know what to
type and would b to scared to say it
Nocuous Inferno: *on the foe
Nocuous Inferno: *fone
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: well would you rather talk?
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: o
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: why would you be scared?
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: *phone
Nocuous Inferno: cuz.. i dunno, i say things as i word it
in my head. and while things make sense in my head, they
can be inturperated in otherways
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: alright
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: its cool
Nocuous Inferno: i'll just type it so that i can just proof
read it b4 i hit enter
Nocuous Inferno: lol
Nocuous Inferno: what exactly were we tlaking about?
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: um well i'm assuming that you were
talking about the stuff that you asked me to ask cause we
never really talked about it
Nocuous Inferno: .......?
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: nvm
Nocuous Inferno: the reason for our break up a good topic?
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: sure
Nocuous Inferno: once again... i'm dumb
Nocuous Inferno: i fucked up like none other
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: i just asked u all these questions and u
said u'd answer them but u were all busy
Nocuous Inferno: what were yer questions?
Nocuous Inferno: or do u want me to just finish what i was
saying?
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: nvm
Nocuous Inferno: ok
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: finish what u were saying
Nocuous Inferno: as i was saying.......
Nocuous Inferno: i fucked up massivel
Nocuous Inferno: y
Nocuous Inferno: me and you had sumthing pretty fucking
nice. i don't know about u, but i really liked it
Nocuous Inferno: and i dunno, it was prolly my first
serious relationship and i didn't know what was goi9ng on
or what to do
Nocuous Inferno: and i dunno i guess i was just really
scared
Nocuous Inferno: and then
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: so there were feelings there
Nocuous Inferno: kat, i DEFINATLY had feelings for u
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: then why did u say u didnt
Nocuous Inferno: lemme finish. i just started thinking wow,
Nocuous Inferno: hmm
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: ok sry
Nocuous Inferno: this is nice
Nocuous Inferno: but i'm sooo scared
Nocuous Inferno: i wonder what else is out there?
Nocuous Inferno: and i did sumthing i regret til this day.
why u even forgave me is beyond me.
Nocuous Inferno: things with me and u seemed to be going
great and greater and then suddenly at a stand still
Nocuous Inferno: i couldn't kiss you
Nocuous Inferno: and i didnt know why
Nocuous Inferno: i wanted to soo bad
Nocuous Inferno: i'd b lying if i said tatum was not a
small factor. (i don't want u to hate me so just hear me
out and give me sum credit for being honest)
Nocuous Inferno: although i really didn't hav intentions of
going out with her while we were going out, she was like a
guess to me a symbol of what was out there, and what i
thought i wanted
Nocuous Inferno: at that point i was like whoa.. umm.. wtf
do i do? should i risk giving up sumthing great for the
chance to find sumthing greater?
Nocuous Inferno: and i did, cuz i was dumb. there's really
nothing more to it. if u hav questions pleez feel free to
ask
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: no, that answers all my questions
Nocuous Inferno: it's ok if u hate me

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Auto response from XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: doing homework by the
fire. leave a message or call my cell
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Nocuous Inferno: ok no, stop doing hw and come bak
Nocuous Inferno: ugh come bak
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Nocuous Inferno: ejgklesrgioetmgkls gkjg esrljg ;serotkgj;
esjkgo;j osejrt gksjeg mdvmsd0rkgesgpkrpoejsy gjitsgitsje
igojersgmkmv.,dxngknt gojerigjert
Nocuous Inferno: tijs jirosj treos tireso jirjse ioj se;e
osijioe jit ieo to;es j es ojeos iioesj rtigosej jv tig mvm
gijodsgj ioj tgio jtr
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: ...ok
Nocuous Inferno: yay
Nocuous Inferno: hi
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: hi
Nocuous Inferno: so like how much do u hate me? :-
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: i don't hate you
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: why would i hate you?
Nocuous Inferno: cuz i hate me. i constantly wonder what
would hav happened if we never broke up
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: wow this is hard to phrase..this might
take awhile
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: i'm really glad that you were honest w/
me. i knew that tata played some sort of factor (i assumed
a much larger one) so i was prepared for that. i don't hate
you at all. this actually brings more closure to me cause
you never told me this stuff. when i tried to ask you what
was going on, it'd just blossom into this huge fight and we
wouldn't speak for days. i completely buried all this stuff
cause i figured it'd become one of the wonders of the world
or something. bringing it all up again doesn't feel all
warm and fuzzy but i'm glad that you were up front cause
now it brings me closure
Nocuous Inferno: heh :- it doesn't change tat i'm dumb
Nocuous Inferno: lol
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: brb
Nocuous Inferno: k
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: alright
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: i don't think your dumb, nor do i hate you
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: so no worries. its in the past anyways
Nocuous Inferno: .. :-(
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: what?
Nocuous Inferno: nothin
Nocuous Inferno: :-)
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: no no
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: what're you thinking?
Nocuous Inferno: that i'm dumb
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: WHY?! its all over with and its just in
the past. theres NO reason for you to feel dumb
Nocuous Inferno: i dunno i've ALWAYS felt dumb
Nocuous Inferno: ever since it happened
Nocuous Inferno: i seeu and i'm like "man i'm dumb" and
then i talk to u and i'm like "yea i'm pretty dumb"
Nocuous Inferno: i duno
Nocuous Inferno: im dumb
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: i felt responsible for it all
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: and i remember being so angry and so
upset cause it was so good and then i felt alone like i had
just been dropped somewhere and i buried everything cause
sitting there and pondering it all wouldn't bring it back
Nocuous Inferno: well now u know its cuz i'm dumb
Nocuous Inferno: heh
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: :-(
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: you're not dumb
Nocuous Inferno: well i was dumb
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: i'm glad we talked
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: are you really still asking
yourself 'what if'
Nocuous Inferno: uh huh :-( i know, i'm pathetic
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: lol
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: you're not pathetic
Nocuous Inferno: lol, if u say so
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: well i'm glad we talked
Nocuous Inferno: me to
Nocuous Inferno: and me u and david should hang out more
often if u want
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: yea we should
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: w/o the fights
XxtHeMaDkAtTerxX: :-P
Nocuous Inferno: lol


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