miss lolly

miss lolly
2003-12-09 21:46:43 (UTC)

reasons why...

I don't miss him.
People keep asking...'do u miss him?' as if he's dead or
something.i do, but not in a sad way, of course i will miss
him, but not in the traditional way.And i'll tell you why...

I just woke up from a little nap, (yes, i know that makes
me sound like a retarded old dude,im not, im 17) and, in my
dream, i was with him.Nothing sexual (hmm, what a waste of
a dream?!!)it was just the two of us and some friends
hanging out as we usually did before he left. (exept it was
better, coz i had loadsa chocolate, and when dieting, it is
a god send)In this dream, he went off to the shops, and he
took ages to come back. I felt frustrated, as i wanted him
there with me, yet when i woke up, it felt so nice to have
some one special to miss.

It sounds silly at my age to be pining for some one, but
this is also my best friend (and hell, i hope he never
reads this, or i'll feel like such a fucking tit!!)and more
than sitting there thinking, shit dude, it's like, months
and months till im going to be with him again, im thinking,
shit dude, in a only a few months, i'll have him all to
myself, in our flat, we'll live by our own rules and have a
fucking good time. (and the othr guys were gonna be living
with fucking rule!!)

so kids, i guess the moral to the story is, to have the
ability to be missing someone, is a great thing, coz it
means that ,wheather there coming back or not, how special
it was to have that person in your life for how ever long
it was, because they have touched your life in some way,
and memorys are a great thing.....here's to many more to
come!
buh bye kiddies,
love n bubbles,
lolly




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